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I smiled but my heart was full of sadness

I laughed but my chest was full of sadness

So what can I do to get rid of the disaster

That destroyed my life in the dark?

A lie overwhelmed my feelings

And made me sad

And turned my being into its opposite

And turned my light into darkness

Who will erase my mistake

And awaken joy in my soul?

And restore my joy

And make me wake up from my sleep

Who will be my role model

And give me all the strength?

To stand again with determination

Who will light that star

And tell me its light that I am in the dark?

To make my meeting sweet so that the curse goes away

And the screaming stops

And the breeze appears on my lips

And tells me that a smile

Is the secret of my happiness

In the gap

Who will give me a kiss

When I ask him for a slap?

My heart scatters a pulse

A pulse that revives what died in me

At this moment

Who will give me the melody

And leave the music a gloomy tune?

Who will light that star

And make me an anchor to the summit?

Who will make me soar like the breeze

With a light that took me out of the crisis?

Whoever lies to me and says: I am fine, let me live my life covered in anger.