Sharing vocalists and bands I had crush on hahaha since my secondary years Part 1

Emil Bulls .... hmmm.... was it the name? The sound? The video clip, the lyric, probably everything in one, but it was perhaps something more

And that feeling still exists in me after years when I listen to Him now

its like the best memories never died

I actually still have a crush on Him I cant explain why I just like Him from the way how I feel His sound music and vibes and probably it all differes in real life but what is actually real the real is the music the sound the band and the video clip that emanates with a lifelong experience that comes back to You as best memories and new beginnings in the now :) when I write about it I am not just in the video clip and this song I am in every other creation of this band until very of the now and I am also in every other place and space without time, where only I keep access to myself without longer sharing it to the public, but kindly reminding that some things I will keep to myself

just sharing from a space where you might also experience a different kind of being that lets you be free and Yes, it's real, probably much more than reality itself

if yOu just open up for the space beyond life surfaces and in the life surfaces