I was bagging and searching for someone to save me,
while they all ignored me
i was losing control
i lost the best part of me
she was forgotten
i lost my mind and sanity
the soul faded away
my spirit lost it's spark
my screams vibrated through the universe
and shattered millions miles away
in that moment i knew there wasn't a hero!
saving my own self was the last resort
one more time i screamed and heard my voice
like thunder rumbling through my ears causing pain through my own body, (Bleeding slowly) Crying "Save Me" that part needed love, that part needed healing.
i curled so tightly into a ball i thought i would just disappear i wanted to be free, free of pain, free of fear
The wounded child needed to hear she was loved so that the grown up can be free.
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