Sacred Shapes

I was exploiting myself

for the pleasure of men.

At times, I found enjoyment,

but other times

it was exasperating.

I didn't want to lose the connection

that was so feeble, to begin with.

As long as they gave me attention, I gave in.

I craved it immensely.

I know I shouldn't feel ashamed of my body.

Now, however, I want to adopt modesty.

I am not blind to other parts of my beauty anymore.

I appreciate more of myself than ever before.

If a relationship relies solely on the physical,

I don't want it.

From these experiences, I learned that I was not created for frivolous rendezvous.

My body is my own, and whoever shall see it naked will have to be astoundingly impressive.

I generate my own value, and

I cherish myself.