Sacred Rebellion

Society will have you believe that the prescribed mindset it pedals through social media, corporate marketing, movies, and music are the ideal and homogeneous ways of experiencing our human journey. Connection and community are used as tools to distract and disconnect us from the Source. Instead of society purposely cultivating connection and community to strengthen the bonds that create sustainability and expansion of the great consciousness, it holds it hostage. Society uses the very gifts that Source has given us as weapons of our demise. Depression, anxiety, suicide, crime, and homelessness are manifestations of the pressures of an unrealistic society.

One of the purposes of the human experience is to find joy in expanding the greater intellectual consciousness. If hurt people hurt people, then it can be said that healed people heal people with the awareness that the individual has to be open to healing.

It took me 31 years to realize that I was operating as a hurt person and not a healed one. I had the prescribed mindset where my value was tied to my beauty and status. I lived a double life within myself where I internalized trauma and pain and carried it as a burden. Using the excuse of being a victim and caregiver. Telling myself “I'm too busy being a giver to take care of my pain”. Smiling on the outside but screaming at the fractured version of myself within. Not realizing that the weight was consuming me. I had no boundaries and allowed others to benefit from my light that had no intention of reciprocating the exchange of energy. I had no master over myself. I was impulsive and in a constant state of shock. Frozen by indecision and fear.

It was not until I decided to release my false sense of control and embrace change that I was able to find my footing. I was able to embrace my journey and accept my life as it was and know that my mindset controls my reality. Changing the frequency of my thoughts and the way I speak to myself and holding others accountable for their actions released me from the prison of my pain and the expectations of society. I am perfectly imperfect walking towards the version of my highest divinity. Every day I learn something new from my human experience. I see all my interactions as me collecting data and memories for when it is my time to share my accumulated knowledge and wisdom with the flower of life.