Roar, Woman, Roar.
Things You Can’t Say Out Loud Challenge.
Do you know how many things I’ve never said out loud
just so I could make my daddy proud?
Do you know how many words I’ve learned to say
that will never see the light of day?
Do you know how many smiles have replaced opinions
just so I avoid divisions?
Do you know how many times I’ve tamed my loud mouth
just so things don’t go south?
Do you know how many things I’ve pretended not to know
just so these gentleman could put on a one man show?
Do you know how many short skirts
have replaced my outbursts?
Do you know how many times I’ve pretended not to be sad
just so he won’t get mad?
Do you know how clean I’ve kept the dollhouse
like a good little mouse?
Do you know how many diamonds I’ve worn around my neck
to trap the words and keep them in check?
Do you know how familiar my pillow is with my tears
after all these years?
Do you know how many games I’ve pretended to play
and how many kings I’ve chosen not to slay?
- - - - - - - - - - -
I can hear the monitor beeping,
I can hear the time running out.
I don’t want to lose myself,
so it’s time to scream and shout.
I am more than skin and bones.
I am more than I’ve pretended to be.
And although it’s a terrifying thought for some,
I can do more than just agree.
So hear hear, here now.
No longer will I bow.
I’m going to say everything out loud
and make my mom and daughter proud.
About the Creator
Mikayla Rose
Just a young dreamer trying to find her way in the world of writing..
My debut drama/ thriller novel, “When June Met July,” is available on Amazon, Indigo/Chapters and Barnes and Noble!!
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Comments (1)
This was so poignant and emotional. Loved your poem!