RAINBOWBEING
A poem that shares what it means to be me, a deep feeling hue-man, exploring a colourful sea, of deep feeling hue-mans, beautifully different than me.

Could you imagine for a moment, what it means to be me?
Beautiful and ugly, while polished and raw.
Rugged and smooth, living opposites on a see saw.
You must already know, that rainbows arch to a pot of gold.
But maybe you haven’t learned yet, that also they ache to an endless unknown.
How human feels so much, I will, and you will, never truly know.
Without a doubt there's this feeling to pull away and withhold.
and yet, there's a knowing, that it’s in the full freedom of self one exists in the gold.
We all yearn to Be... deeply present to each moment, yet somehow still forget, we lack appreciation for wavering motion.
Emoting in Colours is the Divine that we seek and this is what's come to be the all that I speak.
I've been seeing each heart beat that’s bursting to glow, as I cross by their paths on this wandering road home.
I’ve come here to embrace this diverse dance of heart space.
I'm here to sit lively in full scale acceptance, of the tides that we ride to the destination of respected.
It’s through feeling it all, in the deep dark and dirty, that I am shown the true radiance of the human experience.
If it exists within you than it exists within me and maybe we’re all simply burning, for the love that we seek.
I’ve felt to my cells all the colours of feelings, through each interaction of those come to mirror me.
I’ve been raging in red, and left barely breathing.
I’ve been opulent in orange, and finally seeing clearly.
I’ve been yearning in yellow, and braving my heart.
I’ve been greedy in green, and afraid of the dark.
I’ve been blessed and in blue, and knowing love true.
I’ve been irritated in indigo, and wondering where on earth I should go.
I’ve been vicious and victorious in violet, knowing both can be true.
How many hues will I see in this fragment of colour they call;
The Human Experience.
The emotional range of being quite Hue-man is truly astounding and reckless and grounding.
I can feel into auras, that is uniquely true.
I can sense when you’re joyous, I can sense when you’re blue.
I can sense when you’re happy, I can sense when you're mad.
I can feel into your colours, can you feel into mine too?
Can you feel what I'm feeling when looking at you?
The colours of feeling are something I sense, a radiant spectrum of light living motion. A dance, a date, of getting to know, the colours of feeling that flow from your glow.
I want to know how you’re feeling. Truly, I do.
As you journey along, this heart path that is you.
You are joyous and glowing in all shades of colours.
In light or in dark, you’re feelings are worth, the space they embark.
I’ve learned through deep feeling, that it’s okay not to know.
If you’re feelings are worthy, of being truly shown.
I’m here as a guide post, to show you they are.
That you have been worthy, since the day you took part.
I need you to know:
Its okay when you’re blue and you simply can’t move.
It’s okay when you’re green and you lay back to lean on the freshly cut grass of your newly found dreams.
It’s okay to get orange and take that time for yourself to light your inner fire and reclaim your art self.
It’s okay to be red and righteously rising, while you seek for the truth of your highest self calling.
It’s okay to be you and show us all too.
This process is messy and I want to feel your heart too.
In fact, what I’ve learned from deep feeling;
It's far more important and so deeply needed, for you to be free feeling, in your full bodied self healing.
We need you to feel to the depth of your soul and know that it’s safe to explore your hearts holds.
It’s safe to crack open, to let them pass through, these feeling colours never stay long in the sky that is you.
Know that this feeling is a blessing for you, you’ve come here to learn to grow brightly in truth.
We need you to feel to the depth of your soul, in order to heal this world as a whole.
Please let your heart open, please let it crack free, and come share with me what it means to be hue-man.
A colourful being of feeling and gleaming, a being that feels you screaming while feeling me reeling. The feelers who fearlessly sense the unseen, turning spaces between us into bridges of peace.
We’ve all come here to do this; you see.
I’m sure you remember, it’s the feeling heart centre that keeps us connected.
Please don’t shut down in the face of your fear and explore through the feeling until the rain clears. You’ll see colours shining that bring you to gold and teach you something about your beautiful soul.
The waves and the motion are only things moving and clearing the way for the rainbow seeds blooming. I can hear your heart beating, sweet little one.
Feel it all with me now, and know it’s okay, to be held here at home...
In your colourful, beautiful, deep feeling soul rainbow.
About the Creator
E'LISE
Women's Mentor and Creative Intimacy Coach.
Poet, Spoken Word Artist, and Writer.
Writing about love, intimacy, faith, spirituality, relationships, self worth, and divine union.
Follow me on IG for spoken word poetry @EARTHSIDEELISE



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