Poetry ♡

Recorded a poem :)

If I Disappeared

What would happen if I just disappeared tomorrow?

Would anyone even notice;

would anyone even care?

What would happen if I was just not there?

What would one say to that day?

Am I of any importance to anyone?

Do I make a difference in anyone’s life?

Memories of my childhood roll around in my head.

The smell of a fire burning two houses over,

Bring these memories around tonight.

The thought that my birthday party is a bust

Yet again this year brings these thoughts rolling in.

Nothing will come of these thoughts;

So don’t worry your pretty little heads over me.

I will just stay lost in these thoughts.

Forever trapped; forever drowning.

Could I have saved this person?

Could I have helped them?

Why did I not listen to my gut?

When will I learn?

Would it have even mattered?

Sadness of loss brings me deeper into my thoughts.

Loneliness drags me deeper still;

Until it is too much to bear.

Frustration boils me into overload.

The tears brim my eyes

As I travel deeper still.

I hold out as long as I can.