Wondering what it feels like to have love
The kind of love you never have to payback, it recycles
You look at me I look at you all we see is an idol, making each other feel instant comfort is vital
Tell me how it's important for you to take care me because you've seen how I've helped others without an inch of selfishness
Tell me it's your time to take over in a firm way that makes me know its time and its okay
The world we face reminds me everyday that things are sometimes are dark be my light tell me being another part of damage is never something you would never play apart but real enough to let me know your only human
But your love makes up for the imperfection
About the Creator
Day 4 of Quitting
If this is how sobriety feels, maybe it’s better to go through life a little buzzed… this, along with other hits like, I want to kill myself, I wish I was dead, and I’m going to throw myself off a bridge have been the only thoughts on rotation these past few days. I promise myself that if, in a month, I still feel like this (‘this’ meaning despondent, full of rage, and simultaneously numb) I can go back to smoking. Until mid-February though? Nicotine is off the table.
By sleepy drafts7 days ago in Longevity
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