part 14

one… two… three i am counting sheep

another night of losing sleep

i am so stressed

and my heart cannot rest

i feel so broken

i am overflowing with emotion

and here i am

talking about the same thing

again

and again

but i do not know how else to get better

i will maybe have to write another letter after letter

okay I need a drink

we all need a drink

because how will we ever get better ?

it has taking too long to finally do what was right

i do not know how to learn from my mistakes