Outgrown the Pot
A poem about old friends by ED 4/21/22

They’ll tell me all the time
He’s not right, your love will die
But no one warns about the how it will end
When you want to lose a friend
When you grow apart
Can't share your heart
Two plants in a pot
Discussions grow into arguments so hot
That the leaves crowd out the sun
And suddenly it’s no fun
To stay up late reminiscing on the days
You spent with that friend because now your ways
Are parting and clearly it’s starting
To be less pleasant to chat with someone who’s barring
All the viewpoints from flowering into fullness
And I wish that someone could dull this
Throbbing in my temple and my veins
Horses of war are off their reins
When did she become this violently passionate
About inner sanctum outerwear fashion, it
Makes no sense anymore, the girl I used to adore
Is a woman whose voice I can stand no more
When all you can do is shelter in place
And tout your views like some Aryian race
Without respecting me or my household
The fires of friendship in my soul will grow cold
We could have bloomed together hand in hand
If only your roots weren’t sunken in the sand
My stem is firm and tall meanwhile your foliage sprawls
On the desert ground and I’ve found plastered on your walls
The propaganda of an unhappy community
Wouldn’t it be better for you to leave me
Let me go so I don’t have to risk spraying weed killer
On your fragile form as your voice rises shriller
Hypocrisy get away from me the demons plague you
Now the truth seems so fake to you
I poured it out upon the ground
In hopes that it would reach your roots
Despite your greedy species you despised my offering like feces
This manure won’t mature your poison fruits
Untangle the vines of your mind from my sturdy branches
Curse the spot and scratch the stain on your hand which is
The false narrative inside your head let it escape
Release the leash of insanity before you break
Or it drags you through the mud and rocks
All you’ll do is watch the clocks
Go round in circles like your logic
Enslaved by your own life’s project
To be strong and independent untethered
Meanwhile you’re losing it as your unweathered
Will is trying to still the unrelenting thrill
Of all the mocking voices saying you should kill
The fleshy prison that entraps your being
Go to the nirvana you’re not seeing
Your pride is why you’ll likely die
Long before your predetermined time
Prune your leaves they’re falling off anyway
Every butterfly in disguise will fly away someday
The dry succulents crawling on the ground
Will never meet with me in the clouds
I grew up and you grew out
But because I did what I was supposed to do now
I’ve met the one who shows me only sweetness
You’re on the receiving end of only meanness
My fertile seeds will provide for my needs
Your feeble heart will bring you to your knees
Solitary and ultimately small
These neo-photosynthetic ideas encapsulate all
Your essence into a pathetic stereotype
Your dizzying contradictions are merry-go-round-like
The fights go on and on like a sickening sing song
As you misunderstand me all day long
A stray dog relieves itself on your flowers
While I removed can shelter among towers
Not ivory and gold but despite that they are old
They’ll walk me quietly to Heaven I’m told
Goodbye, sad succulent, I won’t see you again
I suppose it wasn’t all that bad to be your friend.
About the Creator
Emily Dickerson
Hopeful and young, full of love. From my heart high praises are sung. For this reason I am here: to love and serve and bring all souls near. <3


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