oops

worrying myself

thinking he the one

or then again a one

however, truly he was nobody

I made a phony reality in my mind

so presently I'm miserable and forlorn

I truly was persuaded that we would be together forever and for eternity

in this life and the following

indeed, even the one after that

I accept that we were cut from a similar form

he should be my perfect partner

in any case, rather he ended up being my greatest slip-up

I surmise I'm the main one to be accused

to these young men love is a particularly tragic game