
You can't cross Route 62 at Bedford anymore,
and they repaved Francis, the tucked away, little dead end.
The old train by the Lube was taken away a few years ago;
the petition to keep it, make it a landmark, started too late.
Leana's moved to Niles, pushed from one mall to another;
they're tearing down Shenango, filed the demolition permit last month.
But the Chocolate Kingdom stays the same,
and I've walked the loop at Buhl Park on so many fall days before this.
My phone still lists Mom's Toyota 4Runner as one of my devices,
laptop still connects to her WiFi automatically, though the password escapes my memory.
The dresser in the guest room was mine once upon a time,
much like the room that was my brother's, my sister's, then my own before this.
Each visit becomes an audit, a recounting and rediscovery of home
a collection of precious moments not unlike my mother's curio cabinet
of what am I missing
and what would I be coming back to?

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The line "Each visit becomes an audit, a recounting and rediscovery of home," really captures so much. Love this poem.