On the other side of the Ocean
she is still stuck in the past
These double standards of yours are killing me.
Why she is the innocent one in your eye,
Why am I the arrogant one? I am selfish.
My soul is tearing apart.
All I wanted was some of your love, not all of it. I know you are a man with your own world.
I just wanted to be a tiny part of it, is it too much to ask?
I am the one standing on the wrong side.
I am near the edge of the abyss.
I wish someone could come and save me from all of it.
All of this misery is just because I wanted to be loved, but in return, I got your hurtful words. That cut me deep into my flesh, deeper than a knife.
Will there be a time when I would be loved back?
About the Creator
Thoughts on Vocal and the way the world is
"Death cannot stop true love, only delay it." – Wesley in The Princess Bride. I decided to come back to Vocal on a very cold and dark night at the end of December. I had been, and still am, convalescing from a horrible staph infection that had gone misdiagnosed for months. This, paired with the increasing challenges of being healthy, making the best choices for my co-parented child, being a wife, and being a director at a new job, was a lot to manage.
By Jazzy 5 days ago in Confessions
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This is purely heartbroken. So relatable.