November Knows

What I wouldn't give

To call you one more time

To be crying like this

While asking for a sign

My heart is unsteady

My nervous system shot

To feel peace, so ready

Eternity in soul rot

I'm suffocating in myself

I can't sleep at night

My personal hell

All decaying inside

I can't do it alone

Won't You lend me a hand?

30 years, still not grown

Footprints fade in the sand

I need You so badly

Drowning in the blue-lit sea

Devil's palm stretched out, handing

My own faults back to me

-Chayle