No F**ks to Give

Don't ever think life gives you an easy one

It is just taking its time to test you

It will be difficult most of the time

But if you come out alive, then

You will be the happiest one

I understand nothing ever happens

the way you want it to

Caring for someone and not getting 

it reciprocated can make you die inside out

I have felt it, seen it, and experienced it

It's not a good feeling to have but

this is what I have got in my life

and I will try to live with it

I have got no fucking clue about

why I am always the one on 

the receiving end and why

I feel there is nobody to

give me some emotional support

I always try to put my best self forward 

to try to make this shallow world a

peaceful place, but my luck keeps

striking the ominous bell and my heart 

is the one dealing with reciprocation

of such idiotic things

I envy people who don't have 

f**ks to give 

I want to be that for once

but my life experiences come in the way 

of me being an asshole

© Tarun Gupta