no control

I have lost all control

since my heart was stole

and I’m wondering will I ever again feel whole?

who is now playing my role?

I am so lost and confused

and I feel so used

it was the hardest decision that I ever had to do

either choose myself or someone else

that’s the first time ever I was selfish and chose me

thinking that would give me the power to set myself free

but actually it trapped me

I feel so trapped

I feel like a hostage and I’m trying to protest but no one can hear me screaming