Navigator

I feel so lost,

Don’t know if I should walk or cross,

Where should I go, I am not sure,

Cause this time, I really need a navigator.

Thought I was independent,

Thought happiness is permanent,

I thought I can really defend,

But I end up weak and broken.

I need someone to walk with me,

I need someone to help me see,

I need someone to bring me back,

To teach how to step in my track.

I lost my sense of direction,

Because it was filled of too much emotion,

Tears, pain, and confusion,

And now I can’t move on.

A navigator is all I ask,

But maybe I need more than just a compass,

I need someone to perform the navigator’s task,

I need a navigator that will stay until the last.

I need a navigator that won’t let go,

I need a navigator that will lead me against this nonsense flow,

I need a navigator that I can follow,

I need a navigator not just for a show.

I need a navigator because I feel helpless,

I need a navigator to bring me out from this mess,

To navigate me, to give my life direction,

To navigate me, so I won’t feel alone.

A navigator, I need that thing,

To save me from this life I’m living,

Maybe someday someone will knock in my door,

And be my permanent navigator.