My Solid Rock

I always hoped that things wouldn't get to this point,

But all of my actions have lead me astray.

Regardless of what I have said it seems like I was only going to disappoint,

Because I foolishly wanted thing to go my way.

I didn't want to deal with the death of my grandmother,

So I just held it all in while trying to hold it altogether.

I didn't want the average life of the average man,

So I went about handling things my way with my own plan.

The worst part of it all was losing Her,

That was never suppose to happen.

It all happened so quickly that it's all just one big blur,

But now I'm just lost & my heart feels abandoned.

Yes it hurts & the wound is fresh,

& It penetrates deeper than flesh.

But I still the sweet sound of love as it knocks,

So I hope she knows she is all I have left, she is My Solid Rock