My silence means nothing

I gotta warn you now my friend

My Follow through is awful

I make these plans and have ideas

That will never reach a model

Aspirations and big dreams

Craving the fruits of my labor

But time ticks on and ideas they be gone

As I scatterbrained my way through the day.

I’m loosing sleep

I’m in too deep

My thoughts and ideas they consume me

My sleep and my wake when I eat sleep and bake

But my memories still eating up all inside me

I have to do something

I have to I must

But what could that all really be

Will I fail or succeed

Which ones worse to me

My guess is the problem I can’t tell.

Be helpful and famous

Or fade to the black list

My soul exposed for the world

I choke on my words and scream till it burns

As my words are just muffled by pain.

My silence means nothing

My tongue bit in two

But I must be courageous

For them me and you.