
my nose used to sit on a stool
handcuffed
in the black of whiteness
big. elegant. wide as flamingo wings
the color of caramel chocolate cheesecake
daily my nose was beaten
battered with brown bats
swung by peers
swung by me
a piñata on my face
i learnt the strokes from them
they learnt from white spores
they inhaled
pumped into the air
for centuries
the color of lies
my nose was berated
by vicious voices
yellow with venom
meant to paralyze the spirit
the shimmering soul
swaying in the life light
like sunflowers
on a summery day
big nose johnny big nose johnny big nose johnny
big nose johnny big nose johnny big nose johnny
the phrase and its remixes
skipped through the speakers
of this prison
like lyrics from an old grisly cd
with lashings on its back
my nose longed for the cold grey
the sharp edge of tempered steel
fashion me something new!
my nose would cry
tears running from his nostrils
black mud on their feet
some clear
others orange
or green with grief
or pearl with pain
and then a creak from below!
from the pink door on the floor
its rickety hinges shuttered upward
slowly, like a geriatric
reaching for can goods atop a cupboard
in slithered a crowbar
invisible buds on its belly
it left a snail trail
as it snaked sideways
to reveal my lips
she smiled
a grin violet with mischief
a pirate’s grin
lips sauntered to nose
no need to rush
nose already dwelt decades
in this filth
why hurry this moment
lips took up my weathered nose
into her soft bosom
and on him placed a cocoa kiss
then hocked a loogie
and spit the old speaker silent
lips then cupped nose’s nostrils
and inside whispered
prints of escape in blue
you see lips had brought tidings
from eyes and ears
brain and touch too
o, the lessons they’d learnt!
in their travels
and to him
she shared
and then he saw
o, what he saw!
then the stool became a throne
an amber authority
ferried across bloodstreams
from African forebearers
and the handcuffs became heaven
bracelets comfy as clouds
that glistened gold
like fireflies on a night
when lucifer lies low
in ambush
a star was born!
and around him
a florid forcefield
appeared
an impervious nebula
finally
my nose perched proud
and he sent ravens
to hairline and height
they too were incarcerated
and in need of liberation
and then the prison
of self-loathing
of the white gaze
of the black embrace of that gaze
colorfully crumbled!
never to be seen again
About the Creator
Johnny Ray Gill
I'm an actor, filmmaker, & poet most known for my work on television series like Rectify, Underground, BrainDead, & Snowfall. Originally, from Portland, Oregon, but now reside in the sunshine of Los Angeles.


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