My feelings Inside

I look inside to understand better on how I feel.

When I do this I see colours in the wind.

Those who say I need to be fixed.

Those who think I need to be fixed is lying to themselves.

I see inside a scared woman.

A woman who has been hurt so much.

I have been lied to.

I have been toyed with.

I have been replaced.

I have been betrayed.

Those who have done these things have said I am damaged.

Those who have damaged me, are damaged themselves.

Endless hate.

Endless heartbreak.

All of those who have told me I am nothing.

Here I am becoming somebody.

It's not because of them.

It's because of me.

I will not lie to myself, I can only say to myself I have survived.

My feelings inside, is love, and appreciation for myself.