My Broken Heart....

After all this time my love burns for you true and constant, they say time can heal the wounds and that it did.

But what about the scars,

the scars you left behind carved into my skin.

You made me empty and long for u to fill me you tore me the pain through the bliss.

The jagged marks they taunt me which is a constant reminder of us and what would have been if u din't leave 

I will never be fixed

I will never be fixed by someone else - and I don't want to be fixed

I can never be free of memories that haunt me like ghost- and I welcome it pain & suffering to fill the empty void I can't seem to let you go how could I when we promised we wouldn't.

Fidgeting with my ring i stand  at the crossroad I see with little clarity that you have let go

let go of Me entirely  fixing urself with someone else someone other than Me.

The ache and anguish is immense seeing you at ease.

But I wouldn't wish for anything else. I braced myself and took the  road that let me to my present now I'm celebrating my life without you and slowly coming to terms with the prospect of me being whole without needing someone else . It will be long before I let you go but now I can finally move on...