mistakes

recently things have not been going my way

it has been one too many bad days

i am putting all my sadness into the wrong place

now i am scared i have made a huge mistake

one… two… three i am counting sheep

another night of losing sleep

i am so stressed

and my heart is finding it impossible to rest

i feel so deeply broken

head to toe i am overflowing with emotion

i need to be fixed

i wish i could forget everything that had ever happened to me

i made a huge mistake

that i wish i could dis remember this feeling inside