Misery…

praying please do not choose me

i know misery that you love company

but i just got rid of your sister sadness

banished her into blackness

trying to separate myself from your whole entire family

you are all preventing me from reaching my fantasy

i need to get away before you all make me cry

why am i living with the hope to die?

let me go. stop trying to carry us

i am on my way to meet happiness

i heard her presence was warming

top in performing

for always supporting

going to visit hopes and dreams

twins that make the perfect team

i will stay with them and unpack

just until they help get my life back on track

ready to be fostered by a new family for a while

i need reminding on how to smile