there is nothing more terrifying than the thoughts that go through my head
and their scary voices, i have remembered everything they have ever said
in my mind there is currently a war
between my thoughts and the voices it is hard to ignore
it is me versus ptsd, depression and anxiety
and they refuse to step down quietly
they will not back down without a fight
it is far from fair. any day, any night
right now it is a number too big-nil
my energy is drained i need refill
it has been years, and i am still
begging the doctor for that magical pill
i need it before it is too late
the voices have set a date
and there is no doubt
that they are determined to knock me out
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𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍. 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎. 𝚗𝚘 𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚜. 𝚠𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 ❀
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Comments (1)
Does feel that way from time to time. I like how you made it feel so relatable - the emotions came true.