Mea Canticum: Lux Autistic Aurorae
(My Song: Autistic Light of Dawn)
My Name—
a White Mask
Layered with Masks
of Their “Normal”...
Beyond those Masks,
I am Gradients
of Water Color Rainbows,
Dancing, Shifting,
Swirling...
In my Mind,
my Rainbow-Infinity-Neurodivergent-Brain,
that cannot be White-Boxed,
instead,
Loosely-Contained,
leaking Colors,
painted Tans and Browns by the Summer Sun…
A living Rainbow of Thought,
Of Being,
Fluctuating Saturations
of Shy Blue and Forward Yellow,
Sensory Purple and Obsessive Orange,
Self-Soothing Green and Perseverative Red,
Flowing, Ebbing,
Misunderstood
by the “Color-Blind,”
pulled by the many Moons and Tides
of Others,
Embraced with Love
by those with Open Hearts
beholding Beauty
in the Vast Array...
Infinitely-Infinity,
my Spectrum of Color and Light,
Ever-Blossoming Rebirth—
“Lux Autistic Aurorae,”
my Never-Ending
Song of Self.



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