May you not be disturbed by the past, for the rest of your life only wish to smile

01.

Perhaps, everyone's heart has a white moonlight that can never be scattered, that is unattainable to people.

Just like her, there is always a shadow in her heart that can't linger for years.

He is her classmate, but also a table, he is on the school basketball team, tall and handsome, never lacking a girl's affection. She, on the other hand, is just ordinary-looking, average grade, ordinary to the ordinary small transparent.

The ordinary heart has a secret: she likes him.

She likes the way he is proud and unrestrained on the court, the way he is serious when answering questions in class, the way he talks to others with a light in his eyes, and the pitiful tone he takes whenever he can't finish his homework because of training to ask her, everything about him is so cute in her eyes.

She had low self-esteem because she was so ordinary. When she was a teenager, she liked to read romance novels, and every time she read a certain chapter, she liked to bring him into it, the mind of a teenage girl, was very childish.

The time is like an arrow, in the blink of an eye, three years have passed, and she and he went their separate ways. The first thing you need to do is to get a good idea of what you are getting into.

02.

After graduating from college, she joined a private company, and the daily boring and numerous work made her involuntarily think of her student days and him.

How is he doing? How is he doing?

She always thought of him, and after a few thoughts, she decided to look for him.

She went through her friends whom she had not contacted for several years and asked for his contact information from them one by one, and after searching through her address book, she finally got his contact information.

Through his cell phone number, she went to various social networking software to search and got a lot of information about him.

After graduating from high school she went to finance college and he went to sports college and learned basketball, which he loved. She graduated and entered the private sector, doing boring work every day, while he graduated and went to do what he always wanted to do as a physical education teacher.

She sat in front of the computer looking at the photo of him with his children, and suddenly a question came to her mind: was it him that she was looking for by all means?

In the photo, he was vaguely middle-aged, with a beer belly, a beard, and a rugged smile. She suddenly realized that he was no longer the proud and unbridled, sunny and clean, light in his eyes teenager.

She stared at the photo for a long time and finally realized that what she was looking for was not him, or rather, not the current him, but the teenager who sat next to her ten years ago, who would pamper her and ask her to help him with his homework, the teenager with the light in his eyes during class.

It turns out that the one she always liked, the one buried deep in her heart, is always living in the past.

She took one last look at his picture, closed her phone, picked up the mirror next to her, looked at herself in the mirror, and smiled.

03.

Time is speechless and has quietly changed a lot.

These years, not only he has changed, but she has also changed. The first thing you need to do is to get a good idea of what you are getting into.

She learned to make up, to dress elegantly and beautifully; learned to make themselves strong, again and again from the difficulties to rise; learned to make themselves dominant in the teamwork, no matter what time can be the mainstay of the team.

After all these years in society, her eyes are only shrewd and calculating, without the childish clarity of the time.

She looked at the woman in the mirror who always showed the most exquisite side, suddenly felt so strange, as if the mirror is not her, but another calculating, never let themselves suffer, and even some damage to the workplace white bone essence.

She put down the mirror, opened her phone, looked at the name that was once engraved into her heart, smiled, and pressed the delete button.

She should say goodbye to the past.

She chose to let him go.

The young feelings are indeed very good, very clean, but after the baptism of time, can we still use the eyes of the year with all the good filters to look at the long-lost that he is not?

04.

Many times, you can't let go of a person, not because of how perfect he is, but because he appeared in your best years.

The fact is that you've got a lot of time to think about the good times. The fact is that you will be able to get a lot more than just a few of the most popular and most popular items.

After years of seeing each other again, I finally realized that time has changed, people are not things change, who are not the original look, it is time to put down the past, with a new look at the life of the present seriously.

Put down the past, cherish the present, and not be disturbed by the past, the rest of your life only wishes to laugh.

May you look down on the past, cherish the present, forget the things to forget, put down the people to put down, to live their lives rich and wonderful, full of happiness.