Man in my memory

I think

I'm still in love with a man

who does not love me

This would apply to a lot of relationships

But you won't guess to who is he

I enjoy his company

more than I should

I wait for his replies

More than i should

I wish i gave him a chance

Because when my phone beeps

I wish it was him.

This is going to make

Alot of people think it is them

But trust me it isn't

Because few people know of him

So even fewer would know it's him

I miss our conversations

I miss the playfulness

But most importantly

I miss and i hate that i threw away

the ring.

They tell you

Your first love is forever.

I thought my first love was

The first man that i gave it away.\

Yeah that was a connection

But not as strong as our affiliation

This poem contains clues

To a past that no longer exist

Because you are no longer you

And that us does not exist.

The proof is all gone

Pictures all edits

You without me

Me without you

Separated.

I hate to think

We could have made it.

If only i was more sane then.