Mad

U cannot choke what you have inside

I tried hard, l run away, I got high

But it overflowed like a huge tide

 I went against the flow of my ride

And here I am struggling to express

My dispair, my loneliness, my sad face

I wanted to be the master, I lost the race

Because I had to perform for people sake

I numbed myself, I refused to feel

Because there was no time to be me

Now I am somebody else indeed

 I am a face I am not happy to meet 

I try again, harder, in the dark

To see a little light insight, a spark

But I am not ready for my new rank

I was a princess and now I am mad