Love Sucks

I know I can't have you,

Let me love you now.

until you allow me to...

until our circumstance will allow me to love you.

until I can't love you anymore.

because I choose me over you?

I tried to put a fight to win you over

I tried to stick around amidst the hurt and pain

I would have wanted to spend the rest of my life with you

But sadly that is not what you want

because you chose to be with somebody else.

I would have wanted to build you a home

so you have a place to stay

when you have no place to go

and should you choose to be with me.

But you chose to build a home with somebody else

Which is totally okay,

I'll support you all the way.

I will still build a home for me,

and for you should you change your mind.

Or when your somebody finds someone to replace you,

Oouch, not that I am praying for it!

I will always be here for you.

You know where to find me.