Love needs practice and it needs to build you strong

Deep down, I never wanted to lose you. You were always there from the very beginning, but I just didn't know what to say or how to behave because I had never met anyone like you before.

From the very beginning, I felt you deeply, so deeply that it hurt me, what I could read from the depths of your soul, and in this phase of healing, time was not on my side to be there for you.

Even if I tried, there were no good moments,

until now, a moment of relief, a quiet opportunity to be in a space where everything I love is there for one day, and everything that is bad really disappears and finally heals.

I thought you should know, I thought you knew everything.

I felt that love too, so strong, coming out of nowhere. I wish I could hold onto it, but I lived with madness all around, taking my whole my time, my life

and peace was never present and never will be, living with the mad, you need to go through chaos every day, except in my own practice and the space that only we ourselves can create.

I feel free from the inside out thanks to your constant love.

I loved you so much that I simply couldn't breathe from the intensity of my existence and feeling you.

Now I feel you more like real life, like love with peace inside and light

I love you, and at the same time I feel like I'm letting you go

but my peace is always for you. I know I'm not good at expressing myself with words, I often pick up all the mess from my surroundings, and you don't even know what's inside

but you knew you felt something was wrong, and I needed help so badly that I never had a rest

and I took it all on my shoulders because I had no other choice

and now, as I still learn with my body how to let them go

I stand in peace with your deeper love and the passing years, and my tears cannot lie

about what my heart deeply feels for this person who has always been there to help me without a help

in this mysterious layer of life and death. I just want you to know

that I am never just for myself, not yet

in love you have to be the best for yourself, otherwise you won't make it

love needs time, love needs rest, it needs an immediate response and it needs to live and sleep well and safely to dream sweetest songs to heal to belong

Love needs practice; it needs to build you strong

Love to everyone and each one it needs choices where to go first and next it doesnt give you a choice you need to choose by yourself

It gives you a kind of space where you finally fly with all you truly are just naturally, till thieves show up to disrupt your existence in everywhere. You better not fight; you just be exact, firm, and express what is not easy in your one-to-one space

Love is not home-made