Love is deep and shallow, cold and warm

01.

It's hard to love someone, and even harder to forget someone. You're not the best one, but the one I love the most, and the one I can't show off before you no longer belong to me, and the one I can't touch from now on.

You even left so easily, without attachment, as if you were escaping from the hell you wanted to escape from for a long time.

It is said that "the most desperate practice is not to delete, not to pull black, but not to delete but never contact."

Between us, it's like a kite flyer and a kite with a broken line. When the kite's line is broken, he can float freely and unrestrainedly with the wind, and in the wind, he can show himself in a variety of forms and styles. He was so excited to be free at last. And at this time in a place, he can not see, someone is quietly sobbing night and day.

You have resolutely left, but I have not yet put down, only I still deceive myself that you ignore me, just because you are busy. But the truth is? Perhaps you are just a whim, but let me "do not know where to start, a deeper".

Some people are destined to leave, some feelings are destined to have a destiny.

If you hadn't come, if we hadn't met, if we hadn't been together ...... might not be in this position now.

The world is simply not "if" this said. If there is really if, in this world, life will not be so much trouble and regret.

02.

The time has changed, things have changed, the mountains are long and the waters are wide, and people are fickle.

On the day of the farewell, the night before heavy rain, you said: "Let's go to that mountain to see, the mountain is quiet."

The mountain, not high, is a small hill. Walking up the muddy path, we soon came to the hill. We just stayed quiet like that.

You say a word, I say a word, and occasionally look at each other and smile.

If I remember correctly, you said a lot of strange things that day, but I didn't pay much attention to it at the time. I don't know what happened that day, I was not feeling well, my brain was blank, and I was in a faint state.

Only later did I know that those strange words were a precursor to your departure.

After coming down from the mountain, I accompanied you to eat a bowl of noodles. I ate breakfast in advance, I have been sitting quietly next to watch you.

It turned out that the hair band that you had forgotten in the restaurant was a sign that you had decided to leave.

The original thought was that you always wanted to ask me for a hair band, and I never gave it to you. I brought an extra one with me that day, so I could give it to you.

I didn't expect that it would end up belonging to the trash.

From the moment I handed it to you, it was no longer mine. From the moment you left it on the table, it was destined for the trash.

03.

The first thing you need to do is to get a good idea of what you want to do. The company is not the right identity to accompany, or late, or not to keep each other.

Some people just look at it and remember it in their hearts, unable to forget.

His eyes slowly moved with the camera in his hand, and he happened to see her, and he couldn't forget it after one look. Her face was engraved in his mind and he couldn't forget it no matter what.

He later told his best friend that he saw a girl on the city walls that day, and if he was lucky enough to meet her again, he might propose to her right away.

Later, he did meet her again.

Maybe fate just loves to play tricks on people like that. When he met her again, she had become his best friend's fiancee ......

04.

Some people say, "A crush on someone is originally a lost love that predicts the ending."

If there was no breakthrough, she could have been there for him like his friend.

But it just didn't work out that way. He knew she liked him, but he didn't like her at all. But he was always in her world again.

Not only that, he often jokes about her, and sometimes he even lets his best buddies pursue her. What a sadness this is!

Is this a love debt owed in a previous life for her to pay in this life?

If you are just a whim, don't go disrupting other people's lives. If you are not ready to go and start, do not rush to move.

A lot of things are not what a person wants to do and let go of. This is true of life, and this is true of relationships.

The first thing you need to do is to get a good idea of what you want to do. The fact is that you can find a lot of people who are not able to get a good deal on this.

It's not necessary to care too much, not being negative to yourself, and not to others, is good enough.

"10,000 years is too long, only to compete with the night." Yes, no matter how it ends, we just need to cherish what is in front of us.