Love From Z to A

My dearest April,

One cannot bring to surface the intense weight of love I have for you;

This intangible essence that carries me through can’t be simplified into roses are red , and violets are blue;

All of the letters and words that have ever been spoken, or written could not define this emotional bond, I haven’t a clue;

I just want to tell you darling, this poem is for you;

When I catch that timeless signature expression you give to me, it is only for a split second.

It is a combination of joy and glee that radiates in my heart, and twinkles through the night while the moon is at its crescent;

I could suffer a million lifetimes, give you everything in the world, and to me it would still not be enough;

To fulfill your happiness I would make a deal with the devil, and I would not dare call on his bluff;

My senses without your presence are as if my tastebuds were removed completely;

With you gone, my musical talent seems as though my hearing has left, sleekly;

When you walk away I feel my eyes lock on to you, and I can no longer move freely;

Flowers merely bloom for your viewing pleasure my sweetie;

I later stomp them for wilting, making you sad. Lord, why am I so needy?;

I desire you to be happy as many seconds of the day;

I want your dreams to be better than any wishes some genie could make;

I am addicted to your laughter in almost a creepy, psycho way;

I’ll ask you kindly, please keep your natural beauty at bay;

Put some makeup on to tone it down, that which makes me have to kneel down and pray;

Alas, my sweet April, will you be my Valentine to stay?;

It was thought to be impossible for a hermit like myself to ever feel lonely;

Once you showed yourself my bleak mind sharpened, you honed me;

The first time we met, you were with another. I could not help but to be jealous;

I’d never seen a pair of eyes more beautiful than the Aurora Borealis;

Even though we were mere strangers passing through the night;

Somehow I knew there was more to this complicated plight;

You were with him, but he never at all treated you very right;

I felt something inside of me I’d only experienced during a bloody fight;

I never cared if you felt towards me, the exact same way;

Just always know that a memory of your smile, with me, will forever stay;

As much of a fool I am from time to time;

I still cannot believe that in the end, you are mine;

Life has chewed me up, and spit me out;

I’ve been through the rain, and struggled through many of drought;

You gave me love, and gave my faith new clout;

You are still here my dear, and with knowing you’re happy I will never again live with doubt;

Yours Truly,

-Zach xoxo

P.S.: Want to find a show to watch together later? Love you!