Lost in Thought

Replicated smiles from past endeavors, hoping this time it could be it. Craving admiration to validate my feelings. I can't figure out when the lust splits and goes separate ways.

I keep going the wrong way, until I forget all the progress I've made. and I try to abstain from sharing gazes, but I trust too easy. I give into passionate kisses and forget the pattern that follows. I fit into that crescent spot against your chest and it reinforces my perception. Kind words find their way into my memory, along with the voice who spoke them. Playing on a loop like a melodic ear worm.

Self-pity is so easy when things seem to always break. I don't understand why you need to wrap me around your finger if you're not going to use me. I never seem to remember I fall too quickly. It's a tragedy, that I'm lost in thought over you.

And you didn't even ask for my number.

Autumn T