Lost In Dreams

I rather stay awake then sleep

For once I close my eyes the darkness wraps its claws around me

Pulling me down into the depths of my mind that brings my nightmares into my reality

Pulling me down into what feels like internity into a freezing pool of anxiety

As I fight to break through the surface grasping to whatever piece of sanity I still have I grasp nothing..

Then out of the darkness I see a glimps of light which leaves me intranced as I slowly begin to float as if all of a sudden I was filled with air

As the light beigns to get closer and brighter I can hear her voice like a sweet melody coaxing me to come back to what is reality

Then as I awake from this nightmare hoping to see her next to me but there is no one except the picture of her smiling in a frame next to my bedside....

I weep for she was my light, but now I am left with nothwing but darkness.