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Losing control

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By Anna Published 2 years ago β€’ 1 min read
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In the silence

where screams are made

I stand

With knife in my hand...

In the next moment

I stab...

And it's weird,

because I don't feel any joy

It's not satisfying

I cannot enjoy

What I'm doing

My thoughts slowly

overcome my whole body

I can't control them anymore

I don't even want to

Honestly...

I surrender

Let my inner devil win

I'm waiting for the sin

With an evil smile on my face

I lost the battle

Against the sinner

Inside me.

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  • Cathy holmes2 years ago

    This is intense. Really, really well done.

  • Disturbingly powerful

  • So poignant and emotional. Hope you're okay πŸ₯Ί Sending you lots of love and hugs ❀️

  • Kelsey Clarey2 years ago

    I love the intensity of this one!

  • Andrea Corwin 2 years ago

    Yikes, the inner sinner is winning? Nah, good triumphs. 😘🫢🏻

  • Babs Iverson2 years ago

    Bold and powerful!!!πŸ’•β€οΈβ€οΈ

  • Patrick M. Ohana2 years ago

    Even so-called saints began as sinners : )

  • angela hepworth2 years ago

    Super powerful piece! Loved this.

  • Wow you have immersed into the inner feelings! I am happy to comment on this poem as the first.

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