Look Both Ways

Everything was surreal

Never have I ever thought that this may be it,

the catalyst of our untimely end

how I wish it was all just a fever dream

a dream that I wanted to end

but alas, I can't

I always wondered how I would've just left everything at Hello,

would I regret it?

or would I be happy that it started and ended right there and then?

Although I always wondered

If I could just hope and wish

Wish I was given a way to see both ends

wish I could choose the end

and wish I could do it all again

would I be satisfied if I could have looked both ways?