Karma

this is definitely my karma.

of course the perfect man walked into my life

just for me to lose him, he drips, right between

my fingertips.

talented, smart, a business man

soft lips,

I wonder about a kiss

and even if there was something i could do to stop him,

i wouldnt. It wouldn’t be right for me to

stop him from taking care of hisself, it would be

selfish to

walk in the way of his opportunities

just for me to be unsure of myself as well.

too young, he says. Maybe in October

i watch him walk out the door and my heart feels light, yet heavy.

ill just turn my focus inward and perhaps one day

when I am sure of who I am, when I am stronger,

when I am more mindful and more compassionate,

and have got a little further in this life,

where i want to be

our paths will cross again

to the man I was blessed to meet