Is this home?

I have to choose

What do you mean I have nothing to lose

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I know I say I am old enough

I didn't think you would catch my bluff

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I don't want to be pulled to either side

What scares me is both arms open wide

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Why wasn’t I asked

Why was my future from me masked

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Please don’t leave it up to me

I won’t be lured by bribery

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This would change the years ahead

Will I still have my own bed

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Why can’t the two of you just work this out

I wish I could say that out loud

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Why are others telling me what to think

All I am asking for is a second to blink

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MAKE A DECISION

I am questioned politely

EVENTUALLY

I say calmly

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I never truly got a choice.

I guess I am moving away