Is It Worth It?

Love your passion, love your life,
Love your journey, love to time,
But what passion really is?
What is life ?
What is your Meaning of living?
After giving all the possible energy, you have to leave everything behind, is it worth it?

The inner monster rose up growling and screaming inside,
I am speechless to answer him
Because I really don't know is it worth it!

Love, Hate, Anger, disgust, Happiness, sadness and desires,
All of those are nothing just to hunt and tear you apart.

Some might have gone to forest in fear of them chasing along,
None could ever escape in the tight grip of the illusion.
The aura of the devil around my head,
Wishing me loose my soul in this battle.

I let it surpass me,
Knowing My Mind is the strongest
Testing the mighty of the devil, I cut it's head.
I know I'm wounded too, But who cares?
Let the blood streaming out of me
Let the world see I can fight alone this
Let them mock me the way they see
I will also let this body go drenched than leaving this field.

I will fight!
I alone will!
I won't surrender.
I will never ever surrender to this so called Devil!
You might called it ridiculous, seeing me like this, but who cares?
I have nothing to lose, nor anything to gain from this.
I don't care who win,
knowing that the devil isn't exist even.

Love your Life, Protect your Allies,
Save your Pride, Don't hurt any lives.
They said such things, but did they really agreed?
Who's now ridiculous, huh?
Those single things gave nothing in returned,
But snatched me from Me.
Hurted my ego, killed my Allies.
I don't even know who's my enemy.

I only see me.
I feel pain even though I am not the one who's being hurting.
There are other me, who are in pain
Screaming for help,hoping to stay alive.

I saw my blood pooled all around me
Closed my eyes, shut my ears
Hoping this voice go vanished with fears.

Now, I'm alone laying half dead
Seeing my soul going up ahead
Thus it says, "I'm tired of this even though I'm Free and eternity."

Yes, I'm tired.
I can be tired too.
And now I'm here with no power anymore
But this must be Slayed!
Cause I never give up
Never ever to this so called Monster !

Is it worth to fight for Life, meaning and existence?
Ask again is it worth to you?

Is it?!