Into the unknown~
right before i turned to God(written in new age mentality)
planning, pleasing, haven't released yet
sick of my thinking, i'm overreacting
it's like i am trapped in
a fictional dream...
a manifestation i used to believe
but now i am seeing this ain't what i want
yes i am so good at it but i am in need
of self-expression & sharing openly
but i got obsessed with staying lowkey
i can't help but stress cause i feel like i'm crazy
my mind saying 'wait' but my heart is so ready
oh damn i am failin but in a good way
i know there's a purpose, i know i won't stay
but the storm getting wilder, my soul screams louder
...or is it my fear getting bigger?
i miss it for real, the simple picture
it's gotten so weird, over & over
i'm getting drawn into something unfamiliar...
out of comfort, my own self
out of everything i ever felt
if there is help, i hope it's coming
cause i, myself am tired of running...
like a hamster in that tiny wheel
my values changed...so did my goal~
About the Creator
Karoline Te
a girl in her 20s figuring out how to live, adult and love more.
coming from a history of depression and anxiety controlling life now prioritizing peace; a steady spiritual foundation.
after new age practices i have found that in Jesus.


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