I was born My baby girl was born
Into a world where Now entering her new world
I was not lonely anymore. Where there are others to comfort her.
I finally saw my mother's face I saw her face; glowing.
As she whispered "I love you" This was the first time I said it
in that recognizable voice. to her in my arms, "I love you."
I was later being held It was hard to let go
by someone other than my mom. But I let her be held by others.
Soon I experimented with sounds Soon she started babbling
Saying "dada" over and over We heard "dada"
Because they got so happy I was hoping for "mama"
by that particular sound. But we were still happy for our baby.
After words were She soon had her
no longer a struggle big girl vocabulary
I moved onto bigger life events She moved onto bigger life events
like school and riding a bike. Like school and riding a bike.
My mother always adored me I just couldn't help it
when I conquered life's obstacles But she amazed me in her strength.
Next thing I knew, Next thing I knew,
I was in high school. She was already off to high school.
Of course, the boy struggles I knew what that meant,
came into play now. broken hearts.
My mother hated to see me when I hated so much to see my baby when
I was broken she was broken
She she knew she couldn't I knew I couldn't protect her
protect me from everything. from everything.
Graduation came and all my stuff Graduation came and my heart ached
were packed and I moved away Her stuff was packed, she moved out,
from my old life. away from us
My mom's eyes filled with tears and my heart shattered
As her life drove away. All my life - all my heart - drove away.
I soon got caught up I haven't really heard from her
in a tangled mess of life since she left to start her life
and forgot about my mother I missed her dearly.
Until one day I got a call. One day I couldn't wake up
my eyes filled with tears as I I heard everything around me but
rushed to the hospital, I didn't wake up
But it was too late. Until I floated above, now seeing it all
Emotions flew like rapids I was so happy to finally see
through my veins and I regretted my baby girl again. She had just been
not calling her on the holidays so busy with her new life when we
and not going where they offered invited her to come into ours.
I let life get the best of me I'm hoping that she'll learn
and now there is nothing I can do. Through this life lesson
The one thing that kept intruding I kept whispering
my mind was this, in her ear was,
"Everyone dies "Everyone dies
but not everyone lives." but not everyone lives."
And with that, In which, she heard me and
I visit my father every chance I get Her father now sees out baby girl
and I've learned to keep life Because she's learned to keep life
in the palm of my hand in the palm of her hand
Not allowing it to consume me Never allowing it to consume her
ever again. ever again.
I love you.
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About the Creator
MiKayla Gunn
Writing is my outlet. I hope my stuff can be relatable for some and enjoyable for others. Thank you for taking the time to read :)


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