In just seven days

Would someone else have surfaced your existence or is it just you?

If it was someone else would I have fallen too?

Would I have craved your existence like I have been doing even if it was someone else?

Were you that special? or did I give you more credit than you deserved?

I chose; I made the decision, so why am I still thinking of you?

You were not all that.

I want to know what you were thinking off?

Do you still think of me?

Something was wrong ; I felt it.

Was I just a girl you found easy and thought playing was ideal?

You weren’t honest.

Did you look at me for me?

I guess you just liked the idea of me.

What is happening to me?

Why do I seem like I can not let go?

Did I drag myself into a battle between myself once again?

Why something as trivial as this, that started with a piece of candy and ended with one,  is messing up my life?

I know I was wrong, but I felt alive!

I felt things I never did in my whole life!

Something ignited me to do things whenever I was with him.

I felt on fire

Is that love?

didn't they say it is so much bigger than that?

why did it make me change then?

I was changing my priorities for him.

I was blind!

Does love blind you?

But deep down I knew it was not.

Deep down I knew it was not going to last.

I remember that time on the stairs.

We sat beside each other.

You asked me,  "what are we?"

I answered, “I don’t know, but we are special friends”

Remember what I said after !!

“I want to take things slowly, you know, when you go into it so fast it falls fast as much, and I feel this is special; I want it.”

You answered, "yeah you are right!"

"And I'm not going anywhere” as you held my hands in yours.

but where are you now? Where are you??

you are not here anymore!

you weren't to begin with.

But it's all broken now.

I broke it all.

I made a mistake and that was the consequence of that mistake.

So, always remember that every action has its reaction.

Life is a reflex.

So All at once, I discovered that when you break someone’s heart , you also break your own.

And that’s what hurts the most.