i was hoping
to die in my sleep last night
that would
have made my day
but no
i’m still fuckin here
my breathe, my metronome of existence
(in and out,
…
in and out)
instead of aimlessly
trudging through another day
i was hoping
i wouldn’t
be here to see
to see all the nothing
that happens,
because none of it
matters to me
(to and fro
…
to and fro)
but i woke up
and now it’s today
my apathy
wrestles my lazy
feeling closer to people
on movie screens
waves of a relentless life
lived all hazy
(this way
…
that way)
About the Creator
Bren
"It's just a token of my extreme!" - Frank Zappa
"Cause it's all in the heat of the moment It's all in the pain!!!" - Devin Townsend
Centre Stage with the wonderful Heather Hubler
Comments (2)
This was spot on about how I feel all the time! Well done!
so many times when my sons were small, I wanted the same thing. I kept telling myself they'd be better off with their father and not me who still had so much to learn about being a single mother. All these years later, I thank God daily that I'm still here. I would have missed so much of their lives.