I want you

I don’t know

I have no clue what I’m doing, all I know is that I want you. I don’t know how to get you or how I should move to have you but I know I don’t have to change myself to do it. I need to learn a way to control my feelings but it’s all or nothing with me and the grey area shit drives me crazy not knowing where I stand or even if I have a place in your mind. I don’t want to push you away with how I feel but I don’t want you to forget about me either even though I feel unforgettable it’s always the ones I like that end up disappearing. I do too much and I’m falling into the same patterns as before I feel like I should just stop now before this ends up the way all my other situations have before.