I Tried

I have tried and tried and tried and I'm tired...

I am sorry. Please Please, let me go.

I'll do anything.

Expected, so much is expected

from me and I feel this burden

that I must be all they want me to be.

And I have gone many many years

filling that void that other people

have inside of them, while

the void in me grows and grows.

I am tired, so tired.

But if I think of myself,

I am the bad guy.

if I think of my own happiness,

I am the bad guy.

If I control my own life,

I am the bad guy.

If I do thing differently,

I am the bad guy.

Well maybe it's time to be the bad guy...