I Toss & Turn

I toss and turn in my bed

I find myself thinking

Of You again

Craving

Wanting

Needing

Pleading

Imagining

Anticipating

Visualizing

Conceptualizing

The strokes too long

The thrusts too hard

The fingers too strong

Locked in too deep

Will you be here when I wake?

Kept the door unlocked

Just in case

Please be my midnight visitor

Once again

Praying You show up

Waltz through the door

Walk into my room

Pants to the floor

Nails scratching

Feet dragging

Head whirling

Heart thumping

Fingers seeking

Tongue tasting

If You do

I’ll get on my knees

Mouth salivating

Eager to please