i remember

i remember everything

some of it and nothing at all

i held your hand and you held back

and then you let me fall

i remember falling

and being dashed upon the earth

out of my mind and out of control

so were you for what it was worth

i hold on to the memories

you can’t take them away

i can remember everything

like it was only yesterday

i hold on to all our yesterdays

they’re in my head and there to stay

i can try and i often deny

but i won’t make them go away

i remember nothing

every little nothing we had to say

nothing is what we had to give

and it was nothing we took away

i remember walking…

away from everything that day

nothing was all i had to take

and nothing could make me stay

i remember bits and pieces

i relive them once in a while

some have the power to hurt me still

but most just make me smile

i thought i was finally over you

but that’s not happened yet

i remember everything

everything i want to forget