I'm So Very Sorry

I'm so very sorry for all the pain

I'm sorry for every thing I tried but couldn't get right

I'm sorry for all the meals I never made

I'm sorry for all the times I didn't keep up the places we've stayed at

I'm so very sorry for not fighting harder for our lake house

I'm sorry for ever wanting to use

I'm sorry I'm too much sometimes and I talk to much

I'm sorry I was never able to give you children

I'm sorry for the times I should have helped you and I didn't see that you need me

I'm sorry for negleting you and not giving more to us

I'm sorry for all the words left unspoken.

I'm sorry for all the opportunities to hold you that I let pass me by

I'm sorry we did nottake the time to talk more instead of yelling

I'm so so so sorry you ended up hating me in the end

I'm sorry for never seeing past the mistakes that broke us

I'm sorry for every minute I spent away that was lost some how in the bullshit going on around us

I'm sorry I wasn't more of a friend to you

I'm sorry for not laughing more

I'm sorry for the headaches

I'm sorry we couldn't dance more

I'm sorry I didn't hold your hand more often

I'm sorry we stopped wanting and needing each other like we used to

I'm so so very sorry I hurt you both inside and out

I'm sorry I couldn't be what you wanted

I'm very sorry I could not be what you needed

I'm sorry I wasn't good enough and I let you down

I'm sorry I got old on you and made you miserable

I'm sorry I didn't hug you more

I'm sorry for letting negativity into our lives

I'm  so very sorry.